I just no longer how to speak. Dumbfounded.
It seems like i'm just such a big fool. A dumb one in that case. Go on, people laugh at me. Laugh at my foolishness, how dumb i was to hold on to thinking that he will actually come back to be back with me. Oh, it was all nothing but a naive thinking. I'm a fool living in my own world, not heeding other people's advice. HA HA HA! Now, i'm hurt once again. Totally so not gonna be bothered by this anymore, i'm just gonna cast it aside, and all that i will do right now is to concentrate on my Studies, studies, studies! How important is that for next year, i know it. Since, we're not meant to be, then i have to just let go, no point clinging onto something that don't belong to me at all.
So, sayonara okay. Because, i'm just gonna put this all aside and all that i'm not gonna ever think about our past and all that have happened between us anymore. It ends with that last mail that you sent. I swear, when the new year arrives, i will have new resolutions, but none of it shall include you, because, you told me to forget about you. Not gonna elaborate anymore. We seemed to be very distant from one another already, we're no longer like what we used to be the other time. :( I'm sad, but i'll just have to let it go. Just heartbroken, but a broken heart will eventually mend itself.
Currently, still damn annoyed with that her because she quarelled with my uncle for nothing lah. Then made my cousin so lost and that she didn't know what to do, and she had to text me telling me her problems. And that annoying brother of hers is so pathetic, keeps on sucking up to people and thinks that he's so great. I'm not against them, but whatever they are doing just annoys my greatly. Poor cousin, plus poor uncle. Really, they have to bear with that crazy woman who might go bonkers anytime throwing things around in the house. Imagine that.
Done with my rantings. Tag, if you want to. If you detest it, just shoo off.
So, sayonara okay. Because, i'm just gonna put this all aside and all that i'm not gonna ever think about our past and all that have happened between us anymore. It ends with that last mail that you sent. I swear, when the new year arrives, i will have new resolutions, but none of it shall include you, because, you told me to forget about you. Not gonna elaborate anymore. We seemed to be very distant from one another already, we're no longer like what we used to be the other time. :( I'm sad, but i'll just have to let it go. Just heartbroken, but a broken heart will eventually mend itself.
Currently, still damn annoyed with that her because she quarelled with my uncle for nothing lah. Then made my cousin so lost and that she didn't know what to do, and she had to text me telling me her problems. And that annoying brother of hers is so pathetic, keeps on sucking up to people and thinks that he's so great. I'm not against them, but whatever they are doing just annoys my greatly. Poor cousin, plus poor uncle. Really, they have to bear with that crazy woman who might go bonkers anytime throwing things around in the house. Imagine that.
Done with my rantings. Tag, if you want to. If you detest it, just shoo off.
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