I'm not over you

LOL. I keep giving attitude to J, W and S.
So sorry lah, PMS damn severe, but its gonna be over by next week, i'm pretty sure.
Sometimes, i just don't get why i'm in this kind of mood whenever i'm having that thing of the month. And, school's being really tiring these days.

Its like,
SCHOOL + HOMEWORK + TEST + FOCUS = WANT TO DIE ALREADY!
Serious, no joke. Some more, common test right after chinese new year. No mood already. Need to study and study so much. Studying like machiam our best friend like this. Don't study cannot, lag abit also cannot, because this year like damn rushing only!
So many things haven't bought yet. :(
Where's that mood that i use to anticipate so much for new year? All gone.

Bestfriend got put into Republic Poly, but she wants to appeal to get into Singapore Polytechnic, of course, as her friend, i hope that she will get into the course she wants lah! And, michelle and kimberly both get the courses they want, nice or what? Michelle went to JJ while kim went to NP lor. Jealous like nobody's business.

I'm getting a little excited but anxious at the same time.
Your coming back, is it a good or a bad thing? i think all that i know is that studies actually come first these days. But, your coming back = many many other things that needs to be done. Which, i doubt you'll even have time for me. So, i should anticipate too much. Should just treat it as per normal.

I'm still not over you, instead i fell even deeper in love with you.