I dont know what i am doing here when i am supposed to be studying for UT.
Basically, i studied.
And guess what? I think i know. But usually, it's always this..
You think you are all prepared for the exams but when you enter the exam hall, you get post-exam stress... AND VROOM!! There goes all the things that you thought you had in your mind and it just black out at that most crucial moment. I really hate this kinda thing happening to me.
And, i feel lonely suddenly ):
Why do i have this kinda thought out of nowhere. I wish i could embrace in someone's arms. But... There's no one and i can't seem to find one at all. Maybe, i'm not pretty enough for anyone i guess. This is fate i guess.
Nothing much i can do about it. People are all in luvvv, but look at me? SAD LIFE.
I really dont know what's happening to me anymore. I need to try to understand myself more because i feel like i'm forcing myself to fake a smile everyday which i find it so disguisting sometimes. But the thought of crying makes me feel like i'm gonna be a stupid fool. So instead of showing that weak side of me, i might as well just show the cheerful side of me right? That's how life should go no matter what.
Poly life has only started for one month, but yet it has already taught me many things which i've never seen before in my secondary school life.
It has taught me that not everything and all friends will be with you no matter what.
You must learn how to be independent yourself sometimes.
You must not look back to the past, but just keep moving forward because if you look back you will only find that you've grown much older and feel sad abt it.
Actually, quite happy with the class that i am having right now.
But the sad thing is, they are not gonna be your classmates always.
In about like..... 5 months time, we will have one new batch of classmates again. This is the life of being in RP. What to do right?
MUST LEARN HOW TO BE HAPPY AND GET GOOD GPA THIS YEAR. :>
Wish me luck please!!!
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