Things might not turn out as you expect

Came over to blog now because am a little free after UT2. But that does not really mean that it's time to slack because UT3 will be coming up right soon. And you know what? I've learnt to take things in stride nowadays because i know that if you force some things to happen, it will never ever happen.

Have not been having proper sleeps these few nights, insomnia is terrible. I don't want that to happen to me anymore but this is not something i can decide either. Another thing is, i am so tired. Tired of not being able to sleep and didn't expect that school demands for so much more as compared to what i thought of poly life.

Totally not i wanted.

But, right now i don't have a choice and can only decide to let uhm, 3 years pass like this. Although many say that it will pass in the blink of an eye. But i dont know why?!!?!?! It's like so slow!!!! :'(

Sorry if i've neglected my blog. Not so carefree as compared to last time when i was in secondary school where i only need to like come home and complete some homework then i can sit down and use my laptop already.

Have tons of pre-reading to do, RJ and by the time i reach home, all i know is that i will finish RJ, then sit down or maybe stone in front because all my energy is drained out when i'm in school already.

Really hope that holidays will come soon.. Although i'll be working, but come to think of it, work wont be as stressful as school and another thing is i get to hang out with Bestfriend and Kimberly and etc.....

xxx